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Apr 29, 2005
F I R S T
First Best Friend: sasha
First Crush: i don't remember. that was a long time ago.
First Real Girlfriend/Boyfriend: uhm. Jacob.
First Date: I guess you could count us going to the pburg mall as a date if you wanted to
First Kiss: Jacob
First Album/CD: i don't remember my first cd but i remember my first tape...it was some christmas schtick
First Piercing/Tattoo: ears
First True Love: Jacob
First Enemy: parents
First Time Dying My Hair: 8th grade? the end of 8th grade? 9th? some time around there
First Formal Dance: never
First Time Breaking A Bone: last year
First Time Getting Really Sick: I had the chicken pox when i was like six...i still have some scars
L A S T
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Fuck.
Last Compliment: "your hair is really cool color"
Last/Current boy/girlfriend: Jacob
Last Crush: Jacob
Last Time Driving: never
Last Big Car Ride: big car ride? i went about an hour away last weekend. but a couple weeks ago was a four hour drive to upstate new york
Last Kiss: this morning
Last Good Cry: i think wednesday counts as a good cry.
Last Movie Seen: that metallica movie
Last Phone Call: i answered the phone earlier and it was scott looking for my dad
Last Thing Written: this
Last Show Watched: law and order
Last Time Showered: last night
Last Shoes Worn: the only pair that i wear
Last Person That You Saw Naked Besides You: me?
Last CD Played: trivium
Last Item Bought: mints
Last Disappointment: failing another math quiz
Last Annoyance: drama in my school
Last Song You Heard: on wings of lead by as i lay dying
Last Piercing/Tattoo: ears
I AM: here
I WANT: to not be here
I HAVE: a wonderful boyfriend
I WISH: I could move out of my house
I MISS: Jacob
I FEAR: bees and losing my friends or Jacob
I HEAR: the tv and my parents
I SEARCH FOR: my medicine
I WONDER: why my contact is bothering me
I REGRET: trusting people
I LOVE: Jacob
I ACHE: when i sleep on my neck wrong. such as today. i need a neck massage
I ALWAYS: listen to music
I AM NOT: tired
I DANCE: never
I SING: when i have to
I CRY: rarely
I AM NOT ALWAYS: a nice person
I WRITE: on my hand
I WIN: nothing
I LOSE: guitar pics
I CONFUSE: myself and my family
I SHOULD: do my essay that was due earlier today
x. three things you are often complimented for: my hair, my clothing, and my eyes/eyeliner
x. you get embarrassed when: People stare at me or watch me eat
x. what upsets you: my parents
x. you keep a diary: i keep a journal that i write shit in when i feel like it or when i need to get my thoughts straight
x. you like to cook: i don't like to, but i can
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: i wouldn't be too surprised. but none that i can think of
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: hell yeah my one is twenty minutes fast
x. you bite your fingernails: unfortunately
x. you believe in love: yes
Do You...?
take a shower everyday: yes
have a(any) crush(es): Jacob
think you've been in love: yes
want to get married: yes
have any tattoos/where?: not yet
piercings/where?: ears
get motion sickness: no
think you're a health freak: no
get along with your parents: Not really
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of
Ryan: jack?
Rob: bob
Drew: doesn't he play violin?
Stephanie: my orchestra conductor
Aaron: ...
Amy:....
Paul: karen's husband
Eve: ....
John: ...
Alex: roysdon
Justin: too many people named that
Ricky: ...
SCREEN NAMES: xxforeverxfallingxx/tottenville212
SIGN: virgo
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown/red
EYE COLOR: brown
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 2, 3, 12, 13 27
COLOR: black, grey, purple, burgandy
DAY: wednesday
MONTH: don't know
SONG: quite a few
FOOD: subway
SEASON: Winter/spring
DRINK: mountain dew
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Both are nice.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? HAHAHA yeah right
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? not really
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
KISSED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
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(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
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(_) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a Taxi
(x) been in love
(x) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(_) been in a fist fight
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(_) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(X) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my myspace friends
(_) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(_) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been in an abusive relationship (emotionally abusive)
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing urself
(x) taken painkillers
(_) intentionally burned urself
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
Survey 2
What is your name?: Megan
Are you named after anyone?: yeah. some movie character
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be: i'm assuming james, because that's my younger brother's name
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I don't know
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do with your name constantly?: no
Your gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
If not, do you want to be?: what?
Your age: 15
Age you wish you were: 18 at least
Your height: about 5'
Lefty/righty: Righty
Have any pets?: dog, parrot, iguana, tarantula
Whats your job?:don't have one. yet
Piercings?: ears
Tattoos?: not yet
Do you speak another language?: yes
Do you have any secrets?: possibly. from certain people. but i don't think i have any secrets that no one knows
Do you hate yourself?: not really
Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?: yes
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "short"
Can you sing?: mhmm
Are you a loner?: i have friends. but i do like to be alone.
What are your .1 priorities in life?: to be able to do whatever i want, be who i want, and marry who i want
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? maybe
Are you a daredevil?: yes
Are you passive or agressive?: it depends on what the situation is
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i'd be taller
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: there are things i regret but i wouldn't change them if i had the chance because whatever's happened has contributed to how things are now and i'm happy now
Do you think life has been good so far?: good enough
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to not trust people.
What do you like the most about your body?: my hair
And least?: didn't i answer this? i don't remember. i don't like my...i don't know. stomach i guess
Do you think you are good looking?: I don't think I'm gorgeous but i don't think i'm ugly
Are you confident: yes
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I don't know
×Do You...×
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: its unavoidable. i hate many people and they're hard to avoid
Drive?: no
×Would or Have You Ever?×
Like your voice?: wtf?
Hurt yourself?: I have. I don't anymore
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: probably
In love?: yes, i have been in love. still am, as a matter of fact
skinny dipping?: i haven't but i get the feeling its only a matter of time (don't ask)
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: no. but my tonsils are swollen and if they get worse i'll have to have them removed
Ran away from home?: i have disappeared for a few hours
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: no
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: no
Slept all day?: when i'm sick
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Been betrayed?: oh yeah
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: ...
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
×Beliefs×
Belive in life on other planets?: yes
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: i suppose
Magic?: magick. there's a difference
God?: goddess
Satan?: no
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: not raelly
Love at first sight?: No.
Witches?: i guess
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: yes
×Deep Theological Questions×
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: yes
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: a few
Who are your closest friends?: a select few. they know who they are
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Jacob
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: to not care what other people think
Your favourite inside joke?: there are a lot. fat kid seems to be my favorite at the time
Thing you're picked on most about?: being short
Who's your longest known friend?: nicole
Newest?: hmm. i guess it would be jake
Shyest?: hmm. I don't know
Funniest?: krista
Sweetest?: laura
Weirdest?: we're all weird
Smartest?: tasha
Ditziest?: none of us
Friends you miss being close to the most?: there are quite a few
Last person you talked to online?: thumper (matt)
Who do you talk to most online?: Jacob
Who are you on the phone with most?: no one
Who listens to your problems?: mostly amanda
Who do you fight most with?: I don't know
Who's the most outgoing?: jake or krista
Who's the best singer?: amanda
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no
Who's your second family? Jacob
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: krista
Do you trust others easily?: absolutely not
Who's house were you last at?: Jacob
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Jacob's
Do your friends know you?: I suppose
Friend that lives farthest away: rachel in upstate new york
×Love and All That×
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: a couple things
Turn-on?: quite a few things
Turn-off?: arrogance, dirty, assholes, fakes, flirts
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: not realy
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Jacob does and he's the only one that really matters
What is best about the opposite sex?: I don't know
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex: arrogance
Do you consider your significant other hot?: yes
×Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: wtf?
You wanted to kill?: a girl on my bus
That you laughed at?: krista
That laughed at you?: probably thumper
You went shopping with?: my mom
That broke your heart?: no one
To disappoint you?: me
To ask you out?: Jacob
To make you cry?: me
To brighten up your day?: thumper and alex during performance class
That you thought about?: Jacob
You saw a movie with?: Jacob
×Right This Moment...×
Are you going out? no
Will it be with your significant other?: ...
What are you wearing right now?: my pants that are drawn all over and ripped and a fender shirt and an atreyu hoodie
Body part you're touching right now: none
What are you worried about right now?: when i'm going to get my essay done
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: its just black
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: bored, worried, calm, happy, and tired
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: yes. but i know i wont' sleep so there's no point in trying
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: Content enough Posted at 10:04 pm by foreverfalling
Mar 14, 2005
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time started- 11:51
full name- Megan
nickname(s)- a couple.
birthday- 9-20-89
where were you born- Staten Island, nyc
zodiac sign- Virgo
height- short. a little less than 5'
weight- about 104
hair color- reddish/purplish/brown
eye color- brown
shoe size- 7ish
ring size- I think...6?
skin type - normal?
blood type- no clue
grade- 10th
GPA- no clue
siblings- one.
tattoos- none. yet.
piercings- one in each ear. i got into an argument today about getting a second one, my dad doesnt want me too because he didn't want me gauging my ears but I did anyway and now he's pissed
hobbies- a lot of things
---favorite---
color- black, purple, burgandy, grey/silver
food- subway
candy- reeses. chocolate raisins.
type of cheese- wtf. uhm....american or mozerella
pizza topping- pepperoni
salad dressing- ranch
sandwich- I don't know
cereal- lol peanut butter capn crunch
fruit- pineapple
vegetable- cucumber or lettuce
berry- cherry
cake- vanilla
book- I don't know
movie- a couple
magazine- none
newspaper- none
tv show- uhhhhhm. hmm. I don't know
website- xanga
radio station- don't have one
cartoon character- dont' have one
cd- uhm. a lot.
song- more than a lot.
music group- uhm....if i had to pick...I think it would be a tie between as i lay dying and atreyu
music type- anything loud and heavy is fine with me
day of the week- wednesday
month- october
season- autumn/spring
holiday- halloween
shampoo- none really
conditioner- whatever works
number- 12, 13, 27
phrase- I have a lot.
store- none
weather- grey. just....dreary. rain, cloudy...
restaurant- subway
channel- none
teacher- I'd have to say senora howard just cuz she lets us do whatever the hell we want.
weekend activity- ha. yeah right.
hangout- no where lol
animal- penguin
flower- rose. dark dark dark red or black roses.
guy's name- Jacob :-). damien is a cool name too. i don't know anyone named damien though
girl's name- salem ann or ravenia
board game- uhm. clue? sorry? it doesn't matter to me.
party game- hmm. I don't really have one lol. wow, i don't have a lot of things.
body part- uhm...my favorite body part? on me? hair.
---have you ever---
been on a train- yes
been on a plane- no
been in a car accident- yes
caused a car accident- no
ran into a wall- yes
burned a potato chip- no
almost burned the house down- eh. ish.
smoked- no
been drunk- not quite
been high- no
broken the law- yes
kissed someone of the opposite sex- yes
kissed someone of the same sex- no
frenched an animal- omfg ew hell no
made out- yes
had cyber sex- no
gotten engaged- not exactly.
had an online relationship- no
been rejected by a crush- probably. i don't remember/care anymore.
loved- yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble- a while ago. but i may have to do it again to get out of this science fair bullshit lol
cried in public- NEVER.
cried over a movie- yes
fallen asleep in a movie theater- no
given someone a bath- no
been to a boarding school- no
been home-schooled- no
lost a valuable item- yes
bungee jumped- no
skied- no
met the president- no
met a celebrity- no
gotten a cavity- yes
shopped at abercrombie & fitch- no
made a prank call- yes
skipped school- not quite
faked sick to get out of school- ish. I've been sick but felt well enough to go but slept instead
purchased something that you knew didn't fit- no
climbed a tree- yes
fallen from a tree- yes
broken a bone- yes
sprained anything- yes
passed out- not exactly
made yourself pass out- eh. no.
been to disney world- yes
been to a theme park (not disney)- what qualifies as a "theme" park?
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative)- yes
made a model volcano (working model)- no
made a clover leaf with your tounge- no
---past---
what did you do yesterday- went to a party at the mental ward of an old person's home for my blind uncle. oh man was that interesting.
memory you miss the most- not being afraid to trust people I suppose. And...summer with Jacob.
memory you want to forget- trusting people
something you regretted after it was done- trusting people. [if you haven't noticed, i was backstabbed and betrayed horribly all because i trusted someone who later abandoned me, and it made me stop trusting people]
---the last---
song you heard- The Catiff Choir: Defeatism-It Dies Today
cd you bought- uhm...i have no idea.
thing you said- said? "the creepy white guys!" [don't ask, it was about a movie]
time you cried- last wednesday. I think. Probably.
movie seen in a theater- are we there yet
thing you ate- a peanut butter cup
person who called- uhm. wow. I don't know.
nail polish shade worn- black
time you showered- last night
person who complimented you- I think thumper said something about my hair
---at this moment---
what are you listening to- whatever song is on my playlist. which right now is....a dark tranquility song I think. too lazy to look
what are you wearing- pj pants and a shirt
what are you thinking- I HATE SCIENCE
what are you scared of most- being abandoned or betrayed. again.
how many people are on your buddy list- 186
---future---
occupation- I don't know. Something that I'll enjoy doing.
marriage site- somewhere.
honeymoon- anywhere. Ireland would be nice lol
place to live- some place close to woods and an hour or two away from a big city so i can go there maybe once a month
kids- two
car- as long as it drives and has a cd player, i don't care
what are you doing tomorrow- nothing. probably fighting with my mom about college again.
will there be a wwIII- there might be, but you know what, none of these countries are dumb enough to start one because we'll all wind up blowing the world to fucking bits with our dumb nuclear weapons which should not exist
will humanity snuff itself out- definately. if we keep doing what we're doing now, yeah we'll be gone.
can the gov. be changed- it can be, but it won't be.
---friends---
best friend- eh. i don't really like singling out one person...but I'd have to say Jacob obviously because I love him.
funniest- krista
loudest- krista. especially when we're together
quietest- paigey or tasha
craziest- krista
calmest- jake. well hahaha that's more of like an oxymoron...calm jake...hahaha. but no...like...he doesn't panic about things like when no one knew where laura went he told everyone not to overreact and not to jump to conclusions. but yeah he really isn't a very "calm" person.
skinniest- laura *envious look*
best secret keeper- amanda or krista. well...tasha...well...any of my friends. they've all earned my trust. [not an easy thing to do]
worst secret keeper- since i'm sure she won't see this...her name begins with an "L" and ends with an "N"
the one you have but don't want- that's mean
smartest- uhm..hmm. tasha
preppiest- ha. well....nah i don't really have one.
most hyper- all of us, especially at lunch
hottest- Jacob...but technically he's not my friend...he's a lot more than that :-)
weirdest- like there's one weirder than the other.
biggest pervert- tommy
most annyoing- it depends
shyest- paigey
most religious- paigey or jess
---do you believe in---
heaven- not the traditional heaven, no.
hell- no
angels- no
devil- no
god- goddess
buddha- the man or the deity?
aliens- it depends. we can't be the only smart beings in the whole entire universe, so yeah I guess so.
ghosts- yes
spirit (soul)- yes
soulmates- yes
reincarnation- eh...ish.
love at first sight- no
karma- yes
love in general- yes
luck- no
yourself- ish
---crush---
who and when was your first crush- I dont' even remember
any now- Jaaaaaacob
who do you want to be with right now- Jacob
whos number do you want- Jacob, but I already have his.
who do you want to kiss- Jacob
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex- ....oh dear. I don't know how to put it into words.
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be- no one other than my boyfriend Jaaaaaacob
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you- eh...7ish
first thing noticed about the opposite sex- oddly enough, i kind of get a feel of their personality before I actually talk to them...so i'd have to say like...gah. lets leave it at hair, eyes and personality.
what do you look for personality wise- sense of humor, understanding, honest, trustworthy, sensitiveish, caring, comforting
biggest turn on- oh...a couple.
biggest turn off- arrogance, ignorance
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: ...to wake up one morning to have the curtains closed and candles lit and roses and him just laying in bed next to me watching me sleep until I wake up. lol. that is so odd. But just falling asleep in his arms will do.
what do you wear on a coffee date- clothes.
is it right to flirt if you're taken- no
is cyber cheating- absolutely
are eyes the passegeway to the soul- hahaha i like the answer the person had...the person I stole it from "yes. hence the eyeliner". anyway, yeah, my answer is definately. which may be why i'm so uncomfortable having anyone look me in the eyes.
who would you like to take to the prom- Jacob
do you want to hug somebody right now- yes
do you know what an aphrodisiac is- not really.
---describe---
the perfect date- just laying down somewhere in a forest or under the stars and talking.
the perfect mate- Jacob.
how m&m's are made- they take a ball of chocolate and coat it with chemical crap
why manhole covers are round- because circles are easier to make? wtf how should I know.
---one or the other---
coke/pepsi- doesn't matter
sprite/7 up- doesn't matter
boxers/briefs- boxers
gold/silver- silver
vanilla/chocolate- vanilla
flowers/candy- flowers
book/magazine- book
tv/radio- radio I guess
glass half empty/half full- niether, its just twice as large as it has to be
colored pencils/markers- colored pencils
coffee/tea- coffee
sun/moon- moon
day/night- night
hot/cold- cold
dog/cat- dig
button/zipper- zipper
cotton/feather pillow- feather
blue/purple- purple
jeans/shorts- jeans
mechanical/regular pencil- mechanical
that 70's show/simpsons- neither
bart/lisa- neither
romantic comedy/thriller- thriller
peanut butter/jelly- peanut butter
waffles/pancakes- I hate breakfast foods.
letter/email- email
florida/california- eh...
pizza/burgers- pizza
hat/visor- hat
iceskating/blading- eh...
movie at home/in theater- home
---are you---
happy- not at this moment
sad- not really. I like to call it fucking pms.
religious- in my own way.
bitchy- when its my time of the month and when i'm stressed out/overwhelmed
crazy- I wonder about that some times
messy- every once in a while
mad- not now
slacker- a little
nerd- no
bookworm- no
jock- haha no
preppy- haha no
selfish- no
giving- yes
obsessive- yes
violent- if i have to be
calm- when i want to be
peaceful- when I want to be
mellow- yesish
caring- yes
untrustworthy- absolutely
loyal- absolutely
patriotic- not really
perverted- I suppose
colorful- personality wise? or clothes-wise? lol
artistic- yes
---miscellanous---
what color is your jacket- black
do you shave- yes
where- places that need it
what color is your razor- pink lol
what size is your bed- twin
what color crayon would you be- black
what are the last four digits of you phone number- 1473 and 5271
feelings on abortion- for
how long does it take you to shower- anywhere from ten minutes to forty five minutes. it depends on how motivated I am
what does your screenname mean- eh. I don't know.
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general- do not get me started
who so you trust the most- Jacob
is cussing a necessity in life- necessity, no, but fun.
how about coffee- i like it
is the world screwed- hell yeah
what something you cant live without- Jacob
what time did you fall asleep- last night? probably around midnight
know what 69 means- yes
can you live without a microwave- yes
what do think about death- its a part of life, only to be accepted not fought against.
where and when do you want to be married- 20's maybe...and I'm not sure where
do you want to drop out of school- i've thought about it, but i have enough fights with my parents already i don't want to fight about high school we're already fighting about fucking college
why is the sky blue- because it wants to be
what is a good trait about yourself- people can talk to be about anything and i'll listen and give advice
what do you always think about- Jacob
what is wrong with your school- favoritism, superiority
what is right with your school- some of the teachers know what they're doing
do you talk to yourself- yes
what is your opinion on love- once you have it, try your hardest not to lose it
what color would you dye your hair- I'm going to dye it dark purple. again.
best thing anyones told you- ....pretty much anything Jacob has said to me that is a compliment
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot- if its anyone besides Jacob, they get a slap or a kick in the balls.
what would you change your name to- I wouldn't change it
longest crush lasted how long- not sure
time finished- 12:48ish |
Posted at 08:43 pm by foreverfalling
Feb 13, 2005
--The story behind your user name- this one? i don't know. it just kind of popped up into my head.
--Are you a lesbian- nope
--Where do you live- easton
-- Wallet- well. its black. with the word "censored" across it
-- Hairbrush- dark purple
-- Toothbrush- white.ish.
--Jewelry worn daily- my bracelets, necklaces, ring, and earrings. i never take my necklaces or my bracelets or my earrings off
--Pillow covers- it depends. actually, i don't know i forget lol i don't sleep in my bed
-- Coffee cup- uhm wtf?
-- Sunglasses- i don't have sunglasses
--Underwear- that I'm wearing right now? blue with a bow on it lol
--CD in stereo right now- as i lay dying
--Tattoos- not yet
--Piercings- yeah
--What you are wearing now- i fell asleep in my fishnetish stockings last night lol, i sitll have them on. i'm wearing comfy baggy pants over them and a tank top
-- Hair- up and really sloppy cuz i haven't taken a shower yet today
-- Makeup- very smeared eyeliner from last night
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
-- In my mouth- teeth
-- In my head- brain?
-- Wishing- that i don't have to perform tomorrow
-- After this- nothing. just more boredom
-- Talking to-Jacob
-- Eating- nothing
-- People you wish you could see right now- Jacob
-- Is next to you- channel changer and a box of tissues
-- Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month- I don't know
--Something that you are deathly afraid of- uhm. hmm. car crashes? bees? well not so much deathly afraid of but those are the two things that i can think of right now
-- Do you like candles- yes
-- Do you like hot wax- ?
-- Do you like incense- yes
-- Do you like the taste of blood- uhm. well i don't find it disgusting but i won't exactly drink a cup of blood
-- Do you believe in love- yes
-- Do you believe in soul mates- yes
-- Do you believe in love at first sight- no
-- Do you believe in Heaven- no
-- Do you believe in forgiveness- yes
-- Do you believe in God- not exactly. Goddess
-- What do you want done with your body when you die- I don't know. I would like to be buried
--Who is your worst enemy- ha. like i have just one. i'm not kidding either a lot of people hate me and the feeling is quite mutual
- If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be- oh wow. I don't know
-- What is the latest you've ever stayed up- i've stayed awake for three days straight if that's what you mean
--Can you eat with chopsticks- yes
--What's your favorite coin- I dont know
--What are some of your favorite candy- reeses
--hat's something you wish you could understand better-- my parents, why people are naturally judgemental
--What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow- uhm. not screw up my performance and not be sick
YOU
-- Name:Megan
-- Birth date: september 20
-- Birthplace: staten island, nyc
-- Current Location: living room
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: naturally? brownish. right now? its brown with a purple tint from the last time I dyed it
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: virgo
DESCRIBE
-- Your heritage: Irish and colombian
The shoes you wore today:none
-- Your perfect pizza: cheese-
--One thing you'd like to achieve: stay alive? lol I don't know
WHAT IS
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: probably lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: ah fuck its morning
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: personality/eyes
--Your best physical feature: hair or eyes
!Your bedtime: whenever I fall asleep
-- Your greatest accomplishment: I dont know
-- Your most missed memory: a couple
-- Pepsi or coke: doesn't matter to me
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonald's hamburgers burger king chicken thingers
-- Single or group dates: doesn't matter. actually, it depends on who the group would be
-- Adidas or Nike: neither
-- Lipton or Nestea: i don't give a fuck
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffie
-- Boxers or briefs: boxers?
DO YOU
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: yep
-- Sing well: maybe
-- Take a shower everyday: yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Want to go to college: I guess
-- Like school: ehhh i like some of the people and the idea behind the school
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Type w/ your fingers: no i type with my tongue. wtf of course i type with my fingers
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: I guess
-- Think you're a health freak: ha. yeah right
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: love 'em
-- Play an instrument: guitar/violin/piano
IN THE PAST MONTH [did/have you]
-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoke(d): no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Have Sex: no
-- Made Out: yes
-- Go on a date: I guess
-- Go to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I don't eat oreos
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: not a stage. but i have performed
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: yes
-- Been in love: yes
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: no
HAVE YOU EVER
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- Been caught "doing something": not exactly
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: yes
-- If so, did you get caught:no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no. I don't give a fuck whether I fit in or not
FRIENDS
--tallest- Probably Jacob
--shortest- me. or amanda. we're like the same height. kind of. nah she's taller godamnit
--blondest- ?
--flirtiest- she's not my friend.
--funniest- krista
--best to be around- all of them. otherwise they wouldn't be my friends.
--cutiest- uhm.....Jacob
-- the "perfectionest"- ha. no one. except for me in music theory but thats different
FAVORITE
--subject- sadly, music theory. I used to like some of my academic classes but now i wish they would drop off the face of the earth
--grade- I don't know
--school- lvpa
--teacher- s - I don't know
--person- Jacob
--color-black/burgandy/dark purple
--band/singer-....hahaha.... Posted at 03:36 pm by foreverfalling
Feb 6, 2005
What is your full name? Megan
Nicknames? meg, meggy, megs, some other odd things
Single or taken? taken. very very very taken
Sex? female
Where do you live? easton
Sex or ice cream? I don't know
What color underwear are you wearing right now? uhm. i think its checkered
What are you doing right now? taking a survey. obviously
What was the last thing you did?? typed
What is right next to you? my guitar pick
Who was the last person you made out with? Jacob
If you were a toy, what would you be? I don't know
Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? somewhere away from here. actually, ireland would be nice lol
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Jacob
How many people do you have on your buddy list? 190 something
How's the weather right now? i don't give a shit
Last person you spoke to on the phone? uhm. krista
Last person who IMed you? Jacob
Last person you IMed? Jacob
What's your ring tone? a retarded one
What do you think a toblerone is? something odd
hair? wtf?
What are you wearing right now? pants. shirt. tank top. fuck details I don't care
Do you wear contacts? yes
What school do you attend? lvpa
Do you own a vehicle? I wish
Have you ever won a special award? not realy
What are your future plans? to move out the first chance I get, get married, have kids...blah blah blah
Last film you saw at the cinema? white noise
Did you actually watch it? yes
Fave day of the year? uhm. either october 31 or january 27
Are you too shy to ask anyone out? hell yes
If you could change your name to anything, what would it be? nothing
Have you ever been in love? yes
Do you like scary or happy movies?? scary
Christmas or Easter? neither
Lust or love? love
Kisses or hugs? both
If you could change one thing, what would it be? change on thing about myself or change one thing in general? i would want to be a bit taller. and well...there's quite a few things i would change.
What color are your pajamas? hahah. pajamas. i fall asleep in my clothes half the time
What color is your toothbrush? white
Fave part of the opposite sex? eyes
Whats the first thing you think of when you wkae up? ah fuck its morning
Roller coaster: scary or exciting? exciting
How many times do you let the phone ring before you answer it? twoish
If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be? oh wow. i don't know
Fave quote? uhm. there's a lot
Zodiac sign? virgo
Half empty or half full? half empty
Whats your fave number? 12, 13, 27
Root beer or Doctor Pepper? dr pepper
Mud or jelly wrestling? mud
Skiing or snowboarding? snowboarding
Day or night? night
Summer or winter? winter
Silver or gold? silver
Diamonds or pearls? diamonds
Sunrise or sunset? sunset
Have you ever broken a bone? yes
Do you hate anyone? a hell of a lot of people
Posted at 10:17 pm by foreverfalling
Jan 29, 2005
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>>1. FULL NAME: Megan
>>2. BIRTHDAY: September 20, 1989
>>3. STAR SIGN: virgo
>>4. AGE: 15
>>5. Height: short
>>6. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? staten island
>>7. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? not getting away from here, being forgotten, being abandoned, losing the people I care about and the person I love
>>8. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? I have them, but i wear contacts
>>9. YOUR PERFECT MAN/WOMAN: Jacob
>>10. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR FAMILY? at certain times
>>11. HAVE YOU EVER HATED ANY PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY? yes
>>12. ARE YOU GOING TO COLLEGE? I would like to
>>13. WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF 5 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD? away from here at least
>>14. WHAT'S YOUR FAVE SAYING? I don't know
>>15. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED...HAVE KIDS? yes, i want to get married and yes I would like kids
>>16. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ABORTION? its alrigt in some circumstances
>>17. WHO'S THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU? no one
>>19. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? i don't really have good luck charms, more of like things that i keep and carry out of habit, that give me certain feelings when I have them...like my two necklaces and the bracelet Jacob gave me and certain things when I go on a trip...i'm not a big believer in luck though
>>20. WORST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? there have been a lot
>>21. BEST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? there have been a lot
>>22. ARE YOU A GOOD STUDENT? I could be better. But I could be a hell of a lot worse.
>>23. ARE YOU A GOOD DRIVER? not yet
>>24. ARE YOU GOOD AT SPORTS? possibly
>>25. ARE YOU DEEP SLEEPER? no. i have quite a few nights of insomnia and even when I do fall asleep then its only for about an hour and then i wake up and lay awake until i fall back asleep again.
>>26. DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? well, i dont really considering it "collecting", but there are a couple things that I like to have and have quite a few of
>>27. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? I can, but I dont like to very much
>>28. DO YOU LIKE TO SHOP: sometimes
>>29. DO YOU LIKE TO PARTY: i'm not a very big social person, but if its a party of just my friends then its not too bad
>>30.YOU HAVE ANYTHING PIERCED? yes
>>32. WOULD YOU KILL SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR 15 BILLION DOLLARS? if I was never going to be caught, then yes
>>33. WHAT THREE THINGS WOULD YOU TAKE FROM YOUR ROOM IF YOU RAN AWAY? ...cd player with a cd (counts as one), a notebook and pencil (counts as one), and probably my wallet with my pictures and notes that Jacob has given me (counts as one too)
>>34. CAREER? not sure.
>>35. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Meg...basically stuff like that. not a lot.
>>36. IF YOU WERE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND IT WOULD HURT THEM IF THEY FOUND OUT, WOULD YOU TELL THEM? probably not
>>HAVE YOU EVER...
>>37. PUT A BODY PART ON FIRE FOR AMUSEMENT? not my body part
>>40. SKINNY DIPPED? no
>>41. FLASHED SOMEONE? yes
>>42. PLAYED STRIP POKER? no
>>43. BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT? with my cousin?
>>46. BEEN ON A PLANE? no
>>47. COME CLOSE TO DYING? you could call it that I guess
>>48. SWAM IN THE OCEAN? yes
>>49. BEEN HURT EMOTIONALLY? yes
>>50. BEEN TO AN AMUSEMENT PARK? yes
>>51. KEPT A SECRET FROM PEOPLE? yes
>>52. CRIED DURING A MOVIE? yes
>>53. BEEN ON STAGE? yes
>>54. HAD CHICKEN POX? yes
>>55. HAD STITCHES? yes
>>56. HAD ANYONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU? yes
>>WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...
>>57. VEGETABLE? cucumber
>>58. FAST FOOD/RESTAURANT? subway
>>59. MEAT? uhm. turkey
>>60. CANDY? reeses
>>61. MOVIE? a couple
>>62. TV SHOW? i dont really watch tv
>>63. PLACE TO VISIT? I dont know
>>64. SPORTS? I dont know
>>65. NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK/POP? mountain dew
>>66. ALCOHOLIC DRINK (IF YOU HAVE ANY)? uhm. well i dont mind vodka
>>67. NUMBER? 12, 13, 27
>>68. FLOWER? rose. dark rose. dark dark dark roses. maybe even black.
>>69. BRAND OF SHOES? I dont care
>>70. PERFUME/COLOGNE? vanilla
>>71. SHAMPOO? It really doesnt matter to me
>>72. DAY/NIGHT? night.
>>73. SUMMER/WINTER? winter
>>74. LACE/SATIN? satin with lace
>>75. Cartoon Character? none really
>>76. FOOD? subway
>>77. SUBJECT? uhm. well. music theory isn't too bad. (odd choice, i know)
>>78. FRUIT/VEGETABLE JUICE? apple or pineapple
>>79. PERSON TO TALK TO? Jacob and amanda
>>IN THE PAST WEEK HAVE YOU.....
>>80. CRIED? yes
>>81. WORN A SKIRT? yes
>>82. MET SOMEONE NEW? no
>>83. CLEANED YOUR ROOM? no
>>84. DONE LAUNDRY? no
>> DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
>>85.YOURSELF? yes
>>86. FRIENDS? yes
>>87. FAMILY? not much
>>88. HEAVEN/HELL? a...version of heaven, if you will. and no, I dont believe in hell.
>>89. MAGIC? magick
>>90. DESTINY/FATE? yes
>>91. ANGELS? no
>>92. GOD? goddess
>>93. SATAN/DEMONS? not satan, demons...in some way.
>>94. GHOSTS? spirits. too me there's a difference...odd.
>>FRIENDS AND LIFE...
>>95. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? yes
>>96. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? a skirt (couldn't find comfy pants), shirt, and Jacob's sweatshirt.
>>97. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE? Jacob :-)
>>98. WHO'S YOUR LOUDEST FRIEND? they're all pretty damn loud
>>99. SHYEST FRIEND? nicole
>>100. WEIRDEST FRIEND? krista
>>101. A FRIEND THAT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IN AWHILE? I dont know. most of the people i havent seen for a whlie had abandoned me long ago and dont consider me their friends anymore
>>102. WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST? on wednsdays? lol. i'm serious too
>>103. WHAT IS THE WORST FEELING? uhm. how i felt last night...i was really down for some reason...it was bad. I felt trapped and restricted like a caged animal like there's no escape from this house, I felt overwhelmed and helpless and I couldnt sleep and I was just really stressed out...I felt alone and stuck and just...bad. it was really weird, because its not like anything bad has really happened to me lately I mean I was happy most of this week and just last night it was like BAM I hit the ground hard...yeah...it was a really bad feeling. a bad night. but I'm better now, I still don't know what the fuck happened to me last night it was not like me at all. |
Posted at 11:51 pm by foreverfalling
Jan 16, 2005
uhm. yeah. I'm babysitting and I'm extremely bored so I'm going to do one of those dumb things where I write about people and never tell you who is who and well you can all take a guess and if you get them right then well you get them right lol. some of them are really obvious and some of them aren't, and they're people from lvpa and easton so yeah.
1. I love youuuuuuu. More than anyone and anything.  You're the best thing that has ever happened to me.
2. oh wow do I hate you. and I just bitched about you an entry or two ago, and believe it or not I have no remorse or regrets about not talking to you ever again and all that shit.
3. Wellll. What to say about you. You = backstabber. and I'll save you all from a rant so that's all I'm going to say. it pretty much sums it all up.
4. you have a habit of abandoning me when we're around your other friends. and it pisses me off a lot, but for some reason I haven't said anything to you. if it happens again, I know I will. and you've made some really ignorant remarks about things that you know nothing about, especially when it has to do with me.
5. Besides Jacob, you probably know the most about me. We weren't really good friends last year but this year we realized how much we really have in common and we bitch to each other all the time and we even have the same new years "revolution" lol
6. I hate you too. I didn't know you really well and well you didn't know me really well and I regret knowing you and blah blah blah and every time I see you it makes me want to kill you. I hate seeing you or hearing your name or even thinking about you. I hope that you drop off the face of the earth.
7. You are my emo piece of shit.
8. Something about you I just can't stand. The way you act and the way you say things and the way you act all depressed and upset so that you get pity and then when you get the pity you go and say how you didn't mean any of the stuff that you said and you should be happy because you have a boyfriend and you love him and he loves you but you still have issues with him and fuck if it makes you upset then something is seriously wrong.
9. I just can't figure you out for the life of me. You're not quite my friend, but we have conversations and shit and well you're more than an acquaintance, but its not like you really know anything personal about me and vice versa. you seem to be one thing or seem to feel one way but i can feel something different about you. and me and amanda have decided that. and for some reason I really don't want to become your good friend. and I dont think I will.
10. you are one of the most gorgeous people that I know. you've been fucked over by your ex and everything, and hun he didn't deserve you, not one bit.
11. You are one of the very few people from easton who have made an effort to keep in touch with me since I started going to lvpa. I still talk to you every once in a while and see you even less but I leave you comments when I can and I try to help you with anything that you need help with.
12. hello, I've been right in front of your face for a while, and i've heard you say how you wish that you had someone to talk to and hell i'm not too much of your friend but I'm willing to listen to anything that anyone has to say.
13. hmmm. you're the oddball in our little "group". I vent to you all the time, and thank you for that. I know that you'll always listen and well sometimes I know that you don't understand what I'm saying because you haven't had any experiance with any of it, but I know that you try and that's what matters.
14. you just...really need to go away. you need to stop, you need to shut up, you need to stop acting like you're better than everyone else. you need to stop flaunting the talent that you really don't have, and you need to stop acting special.
15. you know. you're a really thoughtful person, and I know that you've helped out amanda and krista and other people and you really never have a bad thing to say about anyone and you give great advice and you know how to make someone who's having a bad day laugh or at least smile once.
16. do us all a favor and keep your mouth shut.
17. its nice to know that you've replaced me so quickly since I started going to lvpa. makes me realize that maybe you weren't my really good friend beforehand.
alright well I think that's enough.
I love you so much Jacob.
Posted at 08:08 pm by foreverfalling
Jan 9, 2005
1. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
2. Swam with wild dolphins
3. Climbed a mountain
4. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
5. Been inside the Great Pyramid
6. Held a tarantula
7. Taken a candlelit bath
8. Said 'I love you' and meant it
9. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Have drunken champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse (A lunar one)
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day (Well maybe not an entire day)
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Been friends with someone who was two faced (that was a mistake.)
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice (yeah right)
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Bench pressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your CDs
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain (it was drizzling if that counts lol. and i sat on a wet step and my ass was soaked
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theatre
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82.Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Had inexplicable sex-related injuries
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Sword fought for the honor of a woman.
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. been in a move
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy (made me dizzy lol)
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days (3 days?)
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice.
101. Gotten a tattoo (Okay it was fake, ,I admit it)
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River Twice
104. Been on television news program
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Peed in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten horse
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Made someone cry
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Gone to Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 20 pounds (Although I think it was closer to 15)
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of 100mph or faster? (well, I wasn't driving but I was in the car)
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school (Yeah after the summer)
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach.
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you (I wish, that would be awesome)
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing
200. Been arrested Posted at 11:07 am by foreverfalling
Nov 14, 2004
Let's start, with basic time stuff.
1. What are the typical qualities of your Starsign: critical, critisizes, fears rejection, creative, very choosy in relationships, loyal, tends to bottle of feelings..I'm like the poster child for my starsign lol.
2. Do you read your horoscope regularly: sometimes
3. If you do, which ones do you read: uhm. whichever i find
4. Which Starsigns go best with yours, relationship wise: I haven't actually looked it up. The thing that makes me laugh more is that a leo and a virgo are supposed to be totaly uncompatible in a relationship, and Jacob's a leo, and we have to be the most compatible couple ever.
5. Name a song released in the year you were born: uhm. I dont' know
6. Did your parents have really awful hairstyles in the eighties (assuming that was the year you were born): my dad's hair was longish
7. Do you have any brothers or sisters: one brother
8. What was your first pet: my parrot lol
9. Who was the first singer/group you ever loved: Metallica. I grew up listening to them, my parents always tell me that I used to go "Tallica tallica" when a metallica some would come on the radio lol
10. With who did you spend most of your childhood (besides your family): uhm. probably sasha?
11. Did you have childhood boyfriends or girlfriends: yeah right.
12. Which first school did you attend: Our Lady Help of Christians in new york
13. What CD is in your stereo right now: Atreyu, Bleeding Through,and Killswitch Engage
14. What song do you have stuck in your head: none
15. Can you dance: hahha no.
16. What song did you dance last to: uhm...I don't know. usually when Jacob does a random slow dance thing its definately not to music lol
17. Which song do you most like to dance to: none
18. Who was the last person you danced with: Jacob
19. What stores do you buy your CDs from: fye and sam goody
20. What was the last CD you purchased: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....::thinks:: Killswitch Engage? maybe?
21. Do people laugh at your music taste: rofl well my little cousin did ask me once "Why do you listen to boy music?", oh, and my mom likes to go "your music makes me want to drive off a cliff, dont' you have nightmares?"
22. If you were a music genre what would you be: I dont' know lol
23. Who are your favorite groups and singers: a lot
24. What are your favorite songs: a lot
25. What song or singer/group gets you emotional: oh god I don't know.
26. Who inspires you musically: no one really
27. If you could take a song and play it in a movie, what song and what movie would that be: uhm I don't know
28. If you were in a band (if you are) what would you be called?: wtf like I would know
29. What kind of music would you play: whatever we feel like and whatever most people don't listen to?
Movies.
30. What was the first movie you ever remember watching: Nightmare on Elm Street. I was like. four. ::shudder::
31. What were your favorites as a child: I don't know. I know I liked Beauty and the Beast
32. What was the last one you watched: uhm. that one movie we watched yesterday with Jacob and my brother..clockstoppers or some shit like that
33. What are your favorites now: uhm..league of extraordinary gentlemen, uhm...the nightmare before christmas..blah blah blah
34. Are there any movie genres you refuse to watch: horror
35. Which ones get you the most emotional: oh god. I dont' know. I'm not a very emotional person if you haven't noticed by now.
36. Do you watch much TV: not really
37. What do you watch most: same as above
38. What are your favorite TV shows, and why: ----
39. Are you attracted to the opposite or same sex: opposite.
40. What attracts you most about the opposite (or same) sex: personality, looks...orange hair lol Jacob <3
41. Do you have a bf or gf: yes
42. Do you have crushes: nope
(a) If so, who: Jacob <30
(b) What do you like about them: absolutely everything <3
(c) Are you attracted more to their personality or their looks: both.
43. Who was the last person you lusted after?: no one
44. Do you tell people who you like: nope
45. Are you the type of person to tell your crush that you like them: yeah right.
46. List all the people you have a crush on: Jacob <3
47. What has been your most embarrassing crush: I don't know
48. If you could sleep with any celebrity, who would it be: no one
49. How often do you feel horny: wow lol. a couple times a week? lol. more like ten in one day lol.
50. How do you like kissing: uhm.
51. Which term do you prefer to use (shag, have sex, sleep with, f, make love): lol have sex?
52. Have you ever been heartbroken: nope
53. If so, by who: ----
54. Have you ever kissed a friend: not just a friend
55. What turns you on: orange hair. lol. no I don't know...
56. What turns you off: arrogant, smelly, dirty, arrogant...
57. Given the choice, if you could sleep with any five people (obviously at different times) who would you sleep with: Jacob, Jacob, Jacob, Jacob, and Jacob.
58. How often do you feel romantic: uhm. once or twice a week I guess.
59. In what ways are you affectionate: I don't know.
60. Are you a flirt: haha yeah right.
61. How do you like your guys or girls (personality): funny but knows when to be seroius
62. The same as above but looks: orange hair, brown eyes, tall lol
63. If you had to sleep with any person of the same sex, whom would you sleep with: ew.
64. Do you have any weird fantasies you haven't carried out yet: not really.
65. When was your last sexual experience: uhm. never? well. ish.
66. The last person who asked you out: Jacob
67. The last person who complimented you sexually: Jacob
68. What do you sleep in: it depends. if its late, and I'm lazy, i just fall asleepin whatever the hell I'm wearing, otherswise, its what I can find.
69. Your favorite piece of sexy underwear you own: uhm. my black lacy ones with like a lace up top typeis thinger
70. Do you have a best friend: uh huh. Jacob <3
71. Which friends do you most enjoy spending time with: Jacob <3
72. Name all your friends: Jacob, Amanda, Krista, Tasha, Nicole, Alex, Laura...
Appearances.
73. What parts do you like about yourself: my hair, my boobs?
74. What part of your appearance do you spend the most amount of time trying to get perfect: uhm. my eyes? as far as like eyeliner goes...
75. List, in order, the colors your hair has been: brown, light brown, red, purple, burgandy, I had those orange streak thingers for like a couple weeks in like eighth grade..
76. Which celebrity do you envy most for their looks: well. most celebrities have like perfect bodies...screw them.
77. What part of your appearance are you most vain about: vain? uhm. god I dont know. none.
78. What is your body shape: blobbish?
79. Your hair color: faded purple
80. Your eye color: brown
81. How much does beauty mean to you: I could care less what I look like as long as I have eyeliner and as long as Jacob likes the way I look
82. Do you have a strict beauty regime: nope
83. What make up do you use: eyeliner, some eyeshadow
84. What part of your appearance gets complimented most: no one compliments me. Except for Jacob. and I think hes complimented like every part of my appearance lol <3
85. What do you take care of most: my face. not like it makes any difference.
86. How long is your hair? like, two inches above my ass.
87. How often do you wash it: once or twice every time I take a shower
88. What color do you wear most: black
89. Explain: the color I wear? I look right in it? I like it?
90. What kind of jewelry do you wear: bracelets..neckaces...the same everyday.
91. Whose sense of style do you most admire: no one's
92. What do you dress like: uhm. darkish? wtf I dont' know
93. How often do you brush your teeth: 2 times a day
Your surroundings.
94. Where do you live: easton
95. Do you live in a house/bungalow/flat/somewhere random: house
96. Do you live on a road/street/or in a close: road
97. Is your house (if it is a house) part of an estate: no
98. What kind of house is it: a regular house?
99. When was it built: over 100 years ago
100. Has it ever had an extension: not that i know of.
101. How long have you lived there: about 9ish years
102. How many bedrooms does it have: three
103. Who has the biggest bedroom: meeeeeee <IMAGE HERE>
104. What does your house consist of (rooms wise): attic, my room, parents room, james room, bathroom, living room, dining room, kitchen, bathroom, front room, back porch/room, front room
105. What color is..
(a) your bedroom: meh peach and white
(b) your parent's bedroom: white and burgandy
(c) your siblings bedroom: blue
(d) any spare bedrooms: ---
(e) the bathroom: one's unfinished and white, the other is lilac
(f) the lounge: lounge? like uhh.. living room? white
(g) the kitchen: blue and white
(h) any additional rooms: ---
106. Your bedroom..
(a) Describe the layout, or insert a picture (one can be made on Microsoft paint etc): small. bed, bookcase, dresser. that's it.
(b) What posters do you have on the walls: no posters, more like random articles from newspapers
(c) What kind of style were you trying to create when decorating: I didn't decorate it. unfortunately
(d) When did you last decorate it: like nine years ago.
(e) Who did it: parents
(f) Do you have wallpaper or paint: wallpaper
Creativity Imagination.
107. In what ways are you creative: draw, write, paint
108. Have you ever written a poem: yep
109. A book: nah
110. A Song: yeah
111. What were your favorite subjects at school: uhm. hmm.
112. Are you good at art: I suppose
113. Do you draw: yeah
114. If so, what do you draw: stuff
115. Describe one of your drawings: uhm. its like an archway of a church or a building, gothic-like
116. How big is your imagination, on a scale of 1-10: like 15
117. Did you have imaginary friends when you were little" once
118. Would you say you were a daydreamer: I still am. I'm just not like Jacob where I daydream in the middle of conversastions lol
119. What are you good at: things?
120. What are you bad at: things?
wow that was long.
I love you so much Jacob. And I think you should copy this survey and fill it out yourself.
Posted at 07:23 pm by foreverfalling
Sep 3, 2004
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Posted at 08:37 pm by foreverfalling
Jul 4, 2004
Posted at 02:18 pm by foreverfalling
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