uhm. yeah. I'm babysitting and I'm extremely bored so I'm going to do one of those dumb things where I write about people and never tell you who is who and well you can all take a guess and if you get them right then well you get them right lol. some of them are really obvious and some of them aren't, and they're people from lvpa and easton so yeah.

1. I love youuuuuuu. More than anyone and anything.  You're the best thing that has ever happened to me.
2. oh wow do I hate you. and I just bitched about you an entry or two ago, and believe it or not I have no remorse or regrets about not talking to you ever again and all that shit.
3. Wellll. What to say about you. You = backstabber. and I'll save you all from a rant so that's all I'm going to say. it pretty much sums it all up.
4. you have a habit of abandoning me when we're around your other friends. and it pisses me off a lot, but for some reason I haven't said anything to you. if it happens again, I know I will. and you've made some really ignorant remarks about things that you know nothing about, especially when it has to do with me.
5. Besides Jacob, you probably know the most about me. We weren't really good friends last year but this year we realized how much we really have in common and we bitch to each other all the time and we even have the same new years "revolution" lol
6. I hate you too. I didn't know you really well and well you didn't know me really well and I regret knowing you and blah blah blah and every time I see you it makes me want to kill you. I hate seeing you or hearing your name or even thinking about you. I hope that you drop off the face of the earth.
7. You are my emo piece of shit.
8.  Something about you I just can't stand. The way you act and the way you say things and the way you act all depressed and upset so that you get pity and then when you get the pity you go and say how you didn't mean any of the stuff that you said and you should be happy because you have a boyfriend and you love him and he loves you but you still have issues with him and fuck if it makes you upset then something is seriously wrong.
9. I just can't figure you out for the life of me. You're not quite my friend, but we have conversations and shit and well you're more than an acquaintance, but its not like you really know anything personal about me and vice versa. you seem to be one thing or seem to feel one way but i can feel something different about you. and me and amanda have decided that. and for some reason I really don't want to become your good friend. and I dont think I will.
10. you are one of the most gorgeous people that I know. you've been fucked over by your ex and everything, and hun he didn't deserve you, not one bit.
11. You are one of the very few people from easton who have made an effort to keep in touch with me since I started going to lvpa. I still talk to you every once in a while and see you even less but I leave you comments when I can and I try to help you with anything that you need help with.
12. hello, I've been right in front of your face for a while, and i've heard you say how you wish that you had someone to talk to and hell i'm not too much of your friend but I'm willing to listen to anything that anyone has to say.
13. hmmm. you're the oddball in our little "group". I vent to you all the time, and thank you for that. I know that you'll always listen and well sometimes I know that you don't understand what I'm saying because you haven't had any experiance with any of it, but I know that you try and that's what matters.
14. you just...really need to go away. you need to stop, you need to shut up, you need to stop acting like you're better than everyone else. you need to stop flaunting the talent that you really don't have, and you need to stop acting special.
15. you know. you're a really thoughtful person, and I know that you've helped out amanda and krista and other people and you really never have a bad thing to say about anyone and you give great advice and you know how to make someone who's having a bad day laugh or at least smile once.
16. do us all a favor and keep your mouth shut.
17. its nice to know that you've replaced me so quickly since I started going to lvpa. makes me realize that maybe you weren't my really good friend beforehand.

alright well I think that's enough.

I love you so much Jacob.